although some may doubt for 11 years you are my story you saved me and then you gave me justin our 1st boy you were so proud and scared and in love. then almost 7 years later came jacob the last. you gave me the two most precious gifts in my life and two memories of your face filled with absolute love joy and pride life feels like a huge struggle now but i know you are there in heaven and all happens for a reason. most of all i will always remember more than words. your boys will be great men because of who you were when you were alive and what they will know their father was a loving caring man and they will love like you did. im so sorry we all lost you so soon and i knew it would all be different if you ever left this earth but i know god truth will make light to your path which i know you are leading and teaching me thank you so much to those of you who have truly been there and never left my children and me and believe im on the path you built me.... i know its not goodbye forever just for now....thank you for the two most beautiful gifts you gave me,.....