Jeffrey its been 1 year and 8 monthes and our boys are growing so fast I miss you holding them and being there we are apart but I feel you all the time I know that after you died I went crazy and made mistakes but you are there reguardless and I feel your blessing from you because the boys want me to move on and have a step dad you will never be forgotten and I talk to our kids about you everyday you are their all and made their lives complete so as I move on I talk to you this way to let you know I love you and miss the days years and time that is now just memories and you are always in my soul that's life like you used to say and you said anything ever happened choose right is taken this long since you died....I know you are there watching over and the boys love you and miss you you were their rock and they are turning into good young men because they learned from you I miss and love xoxoxoxo